joyceisadreamer:

I know I am such a mess. I can’t make up my mind, and have odd mood swings. I can be violent and really pushy at times. I gabble too much without even considering your words. I tend to act so weird and awkward. I am so guarded that I constantly put up walls around me. I can be really mean and frigid, but you’re always patient. I know I disappoint you sometimes, but you never fail to make me smile. Thank you for everything. Please, never give up on me. I’m sorry and I love you.